Sunday, July 17, 2011

Ziplining: Check


Ziplining was on "The List." That's what others call the Bucket List, but I never really understood the term "Kicking the Bucket" anyway. Sounds like such an ungraceful end.

So, now I can cross off ziplining off "The List"...the verdict? Fun, fun, fun.

You know if a cord would snap, or if the lone hook you're attached to somehow buckled, you would be facing certain death on the rugged terrain below.

But you feel safe hanging in your harness. The sensation is not of one falling, but of flying at great speeds, barely missing tree tops and whizzing over raging rivers and creeks.

Is it worth the 100-plus dollars?

For speed demons out there, sure. But it definitely does make a difference where you choose to zipline. You can just about zipline anywhere these days, but flying through a rainforest in British Columbia from Blackcomb to Whistler is among the best destinations for ziplining.

The views alone are worth it.

Tip: Ziptrek in Whistler is the fastest, and has one of the longest lines in north America.

The intrepid traveler

With gray skies and a light drizzle rolling through Victoria, Isaac and I decided to head to the Royal B.C. Museum.

It was there I discovered the Canadian artist and writer Emily Carr. She traveled to remote abandoned Indian villages during a time solitary travel for women was frowned upon by Victorian society. She captured a people's character, their pains, their joy, their soul as best as an outsider could. She crafted words as efficiently as a reporter, but as vibrant as her paintings.

While reading passages of Klee Wyck during a ferry ride out of Swartz Bay, I yearned to capture that same kind of spirit with sincerity, honesty and power in my own career. I yearned for that courage to travel beyond what I know, however far the distance, to create a piece of work that transforms, that compels understanding and progress..

Ms. Carr, thank you for the inspiration.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

The Lenten Season

I admit, I'm not the most diligent of Catholics. I go to church as regularly as I can... but I say that quite loosely. I profess to the Catholic faith, and I am a believer. Please, spare me the debate on theology and doctrine...all I know is that when I go to church, and I listen to the liturgy and homily, I feel spriritually fulfilled and enlightened. I do my best to live and be an example of the Word.

But when the Lenten season rolls around, I'm afraid to say, I'm a bit of a weakling. I choose the easiest thing to give up, and yet I almost always falter. I decided this year, I would choose some indulgence that would be difficult for me, that perhaps the sacrifice would ground me during this time.

Boy, did I need something to root me.

Going into this season before Easter, I felt like I was going through a mechanical existence. Roll out of bed, head to my computer, manage my work site, make phone calls for interviews, head out to take photos and more interviews and meetings, come back home and write stories, and then head back to bed. I missed true interaction -- the kind that was sincere, not because I needed a story out of someone. I missed planning events for my social life, I missed having time for random get-togethers after the work day was over, I missed going to the bookstore and browsing through covers, I missed sitting at a coffee shop-- not because I needed to file a story-- but because I just wanted to sit back, enjoy a latte or tea with a good book. I missed planning my next traveling adventure, my next creative goal, my next accomplishment.

But most of all, I missed my family, I missed my friends. I missed feeling...alive, looking forward to life, enjoying life.

Crazy, huh? I mean, there are so many ways to be creative with my new job, but being caught in a hectic schedule where you don't have much time for leisurely days for creative musings, you tend to feel...uninspired.

So, to rejunvenate my sense of self and enthusiasm, and reclaim a sense of balance, I started with the most important aspect of my life -- my spirituality. I feel like that is my foundation, my rock as they say in the liturgy.

I've made it a point to find some time to pray and feel a connection to Him. I've gone to church more regularly. And when Lent came around, I chose to give up meat.

But wait a minute, why give up something that I obviously enjoy? Isn't that counter-productive to previously said goal of "Enjoying Life"?

True, before this task set before me, I could not envision a complete meal without some sort of meat. I love meat, it is what all the great dishes are made of (sorry if you're vegetarian and you happen to read this...but like most of the cultures in this world, I eat meat). However, my vegetarian diet will include fish and seafood (that probably won't go over well with vegetarian purists out there)

But cutting out something I was basically dependent on in a way has been very liberating for me. While it was tough in the begining, I've found that I don't need meat to survive. That life has gone on without it, and I can put my life in perspective and find what really matters.

Not even in this recession, no job matters that much where you can't enjoy your family, your loved ones and life. Material things don't matter, and yes, not even meat. 

In the past few weeks, life has gotten much better, I've learned not to care -- as much -- at work. Surprisingly, it hasn't affected my performance that much (UV's are up, readership is up). I'm reading for fun again (almost done with the Color Purple by Alice Walker) and I'm going to the gym again (Alas, while I once ran 8 miles straight, one mile nearly killed me the other day). And my husband and I started doing more activities together, I spent some time with sister, talk to family on the phone more often, and I'm spending more time with friends. I'm planning a vacation to Canada with the hubby the summer, and a few days in Monterey in May. And, hey, look -- I'm writing in this blog again!

That must be a good sign!

Things are still very busy, work days are still long, but I'm starting to see the light.

I am very blessed.

Thank you, Lord.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

How fast the time goes

It's quite sad that my last post was Dec. 15.

Four months into the new year, it seems I haven't had much time for anything else. I read my words and perspectives from just a few months before, and it's humbling. Here's an excerpt from a previous post:

"So, now I am on a conscious ongoing mission, to nurture my relationships, with not only my new husband, but with my family and friends. I need to pick up the phone and call the friend I've been putting off talking to. I need to drive over to my parents' place and see how they're doing. I need to spend time with my sister. I need to call my big sis in AZ. Oh, yeah, there's the family dog at my parents' place who is sorely in need of a walk.

I went to mass this past Sunday and I had a Judy Blume moment where I asked, "Are you there, God? It's me, Hazel. Yup, I know we haven't talked in awhile..."

I need to nurture the relationship with myself. finish that book I've been putting off reading. I need to actively pursue my life's goals and ambitions..."


So how have I done? Well, it's safe to say that I've ventured deeper into that hermit cave that I was so determined to make my way out of. My social balance that I was so sure to keep at a healthy level, has teetered so far into the "work" side.

My family and friends think that I have disappeared. It's not because I've wanted to. Not to blame the job or the career...Ok, I definitely think things could change....but I think it's up to me to figure out what to and how to fix this, because I don't think the calvary is going to save me from this funk.

1) I still enjoy my job. I am still grateful to be a journalist. I'm still figuring this thing out, and I have so much ambition and ideas. Sure, sometimes the frustration of a startup can get to me, but I'm determined not to let it beat me down...even when I've come close... many times. I have goals, and I am going to achieve them. But I am not going to foresake those more important to me -- family, my husband, my friends, my sanity -- to achieve them.

2) I can't let this become my life. I can't let anything consume me. I know my priorities, and although my career is important, it never should get in the way of family, friends, my health, my mind... I just have to learn when to let go. As one colleague said, "I've learned not to care as much, and things got so much better."

So my monthly goals? Before, they were so much more lofty -- like traveling to my next exotic destination, writing my first book. Right now I'm just focused on the simple things (and then hopefully work my up to the lofty stuff).
1) Sleep well
2) Eat well
3) Get down an exercise routine (yep, the marathon training? A casualty of this hectic new job)
4) Read a book (I don't think I've finished a non-work related book since my work web site launched)
5) Visit and communicate with my friends and family more.
6) Go to church regularly
7) Cook at least one new recipe
8) Walk the dog
9) Enjoy life


Not too much to ask, is it?

Is it?

Sunday, November 14, 2010

All things "Patchy"

So I've mentioned that I have a new job, but I haven't really explained what it entails. It won't be a big secret for long -- especially on the Web -- so it's time to fess up.

I'll be a local news editor for the new hyper-local community news site Patch.com.

Patch-what?

That would be Patch.com, a new start-up venture that began in early 2009 and is determined to take community journalism into the future. It's the quest that's eluded the journalism industry for years- how can the industry build successful business revenue from the web, since that's where the audiences are flocking to anyway. It's always been disconcerting to me that nearly 20 years after the World Wide Web made it's debut, the journalism industry is still resisting Communications' place in the new digital age. It's as if journalists would rather hold on to their increasingly obslete traditional media as the ship continues to sink. But the string quartet has been playing "Nearer my God to Thee" for awhile now...sorry had to throw in that Titanic reference.

We can't keep resisting the change. We have to embrace it. We have to keep looking to the future, not always struggling to catch up. Why? While the journalism industry struggles, people are still consuming information. They're consuming it more than ever...just in different forms than your usual print, radio or television. There's much more of a need. And when there's a demand, we must figure out how to supply it.

That's what Patch is trying to do. Part of AOL corporations, it has what most start up Web journalism sites don't have -- substantial financial backing. They've hired legions of talented journalists -- I'm honored to be included in this bunch --  to produce community-specific news Web sites. Everything that happens in your community, we're there! We have our feet on the street to bring you up-to-the minute news from local government, to sports, to local entertainment.

We recently had our company-wide conference in San Francisco (company flew us out there and shacked us up in the chic Intercontinental Hotel near Union Square). It was great networking, speaking to my colleagues and getting an idea of what to expect in my new position. I even learned new company lingo -- "patchy," meaning something hip and cool...yeah, it may take awhile before that really catches on. Plus it's always nice to have a change of scenery...expecially when it's Frisco, one of my most favorite cities!

Having been a reporter and an editor for both newspaper and magazines for several years, I'm happy to move solidly in the Web field. It's a new venture . . . who knows if Patch will be the first company to get it right, to save professional journalism from extinction, but it's a step in the right direction, and I'm proud to be a part of it.

We were in Frisco for just two days (most of the time sitting through sessions, networking and partying), but we did have some time to take a quick walk around town. BTW, I love SF's Chinatown. You must stop by the bakery on Grant and get a sesame ball while it's warm!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Babies, Adventures in the Kitchen and Nore-what???

So is this how it goes? I find a job and I ditch blogging altogether? Considering that I haven't blogged in oh, 2 weeks,  I'd understand if this little bloggie blog of mine would feel mighty neglected.

Like an unfaithful significant other, I'm pleading forgiveness and vowing more us time. So where to begin? I apologize, but it looks like it's going to be a lazy summary of what's happened in the last couple of weeks. Brutal, but it must be done.

New Addition to the Family
 I'm an auntie again! This time it's my sister-in-law who's given birth to her first child--a beautiful little girl. It's a wondrous occasion because it's also the first grandchild for the in-laws. We visited them in the Bay Area and the families were just giddy with excitement for the lil one. Yes, I loved our new little niece the first time I laid eyes on her, but I just have to chuckle...I mean, can there be such thing as being overly proud of your baby? I mean, I can understand the amount of fawning that goes on when a new baby -- especially the first -- is born into a family. "Oh, she isn't she the most gorgeous baby you've ever seen?" "She is sooo much cuter than such-and-such's baby!" "No other baby is cuter than our little girl." Considering that I already have three other nieces -- all of whom were flower girls at our wedding -- I was willing to be more neutral on the "baby wars." . But you know what, it's ok to be overly proud of your new baby, or granchild or niece. She's yours. You love her. You are truly blessed to have her. Savor the moment.

Hello, Work Force!
New job is going well. Since the company is new, and the position is new, navigating through all the details can give you a headache. Literally. I think I must have spent hours trying to get into our programming system...something that I'm sure won't take me more than a few seconds once I get into the routine of things. But I'm excited. I'm working in a field that I fascinated with -- Communications. In this day and age, it's an evolving and dynamic field. I was trained in print journalism, but no one can deny that the entire journalism industry is heading toward the digital world, albeit somewhat delayed by many accounts (ask the legions of unemployed journalists out there). Instead of fighting the future, I believe firmly in embracing it. I'm thrilled of the new opportunities in store. Prayers for guidance into this promising new adventure!

Nore-what?
That would be norebang and that's what we did for my lil sis' birthday bash. Norebang is Korean for song box, and that's what norebangs are really - a private room (some as small as boxes) where you and your friends can sing to Karaoke, without you having to sit through other folks' awful renditions of Summer Lovin. My sister rented a large, comfy room in LA's Koreatown where we sang with ultimate surround sound (uh, make that everyone but me...I don't sing). Makes a perfect night out for the karaoke king and queens out there!


Although, I did take to the mic once in a previous norebang experience. Yup, if you get me drunk enough I'll sing some Genie in the Bottle for ya! 


Lil Sis, the Rockstar
My lil sis in a band called the Lodevico Technique, a combination of our last name and a Clockwork Orange reference. A little ironic cuz their debut performance was at my sister's church's annual fair and A Clockwork Orange isn't quite church-inspired material, but oh well. She and her band rocked it out despite the rain.

You know what else I loved? Pupusas....mmmmm. They look like pancakes but they're stuffed with meat and cheese. El Salvador might be a tiny country but they sure know how to make their grub. 


RIP Trick-or-Treating!
Seriously, is trick or treating a thing of the past? Is it going the way of ice cream trucks and the milk man? Not one trick or treater came to our door for Halloween. Sad.

Run, Forest, Run!
I'm behind in my training by a couple weeks, but I'm still running. I'm up to 5 miles and have to tackle 6 miles this week. I've been running at our local park which is a 0.4 mile loop. Just to run 5 miles, I had to make it around 12.5 times. Kind of hard to keep track of my rounds. So I'm in search of a place to run long distances. I may check out Bonelli Park as a possible training site.

What's for Dinner?
I'm still cooking, even with the new job. I enjoy it so why quit what you love? I don't particularly like eating out when I know I have food in the fridge that might go bad soon if I don't whip up something with it. I hate waste. I hate spending a ton of money on eating out. But cooking has been so common that I've kind of slacked off with the food porn photo shoots. What has been on the menu lately?
* Beef Calderetta (a Filipino beef stew) -  Delicious, but the flavor might have been a bit too different for the other people in the house. I used Mama Sita's Spicy Calderetta mix. Great time saver, although I don't think it's that spicy
* Pumpkin pie - I was in the mood for some pumpkin pie on Halloween. But I cheated and used the super-duper easy recipe behind the can of my ready-made pie mix. Just add Carnation evaporated milk, eggs and pie mix into the ready-made store bought pie shell and you're good to go. Nothing spectacular in terms of culinary feats, but it was oh-so-good. Kinda bummed someone else beat me to the last piece in the fridge!

* Chicken Katsu, mac salad and rice- sounds like an odd combo, but if you've been to Hawaii and eaten a plate lunch, it's a perfect threesome. We're missing Hawaii (Kauai was our honeymoon spot), the waves, the island breeze. So I decided to whip up something my hubby adores. The Mac salad was pretty easy, although I had to make some modifications to the recipe. Yummy and on the sweet side. The chicken katsu was kind of time consuming, especially when you're cooking a huge portion. But the end result was worth it!
* Pasta with Prawns in Creamy Garlic Sauce - A tasty dish for any lover of the stinking rose. Just be sure not to overcook the shrimp. My mistake as they were a bit tough.

* Chicken Adobo - a Filipino staple and favorite.  I grew up with this stuff. In fact I know it by heart. While it's so easy to make and requires just a few ingredients (seriously just soy sauce, vinegar, bay leaf and chicken), the flavor is really intense, but delicious.

* Baked Mac and Cheese - I think I needed more cheese for the portion I was making, but the roux was so yummy. Bay leaf was something new to most mac and cheese recipes I've done, but it was a great addition!

* Egg salad sandwich - What's so great about egg salad? Well, if you add a little onion, a little celery and a dash of curry powder, you have one tasty sandwhich!

* Hu Tieu/Banh Pho Don Xao Bo (Vietnamese Crispy Rice Noodle Beef Stir-Fry)
As you can tell, my end result didn't look as tantalizing as my inspiration  on WanderingChopsticks , but even though mine wasn't as good, the fam still enjoyed the taste. Think I'll try this recipe again...maybe I'll get it right the next time.
Read more: http://wanderingchopsticks.blogspot.com/2010/07/hu-tieu-banh-pho-don-xao-bo-vietnamese.html#ixzz14ZmoWaYT

* Chicken Curry Fried Rice - What I always do with leftover rice is fry it. But I'm always looking for new ways to fry rice besides the same old garlic and soy sauce combo. Since I had been on a curry powder kick lately, I decided to try this recipe. I eased up on the curry powder portion. Glad I did because it would have been way too overwhelming. The dish turned out well, the curry being intense but flavorful.
* Sweet and Sour Chicken - I didn't have enough ketchup that this recipe called for so my sauce was a bit thin. But I did marinate the chicken in a little soy sauce and rice wine to give it a little more flavor. I loved the bell peppers and the sweetness of the sauce, although I think I'd cut back on the pineapple in the future. It was a bit too tart for me.

I'm sure there were more dishes, but I'm probably boring you...Oh an my father-in-law brought us a box of potatoes. Hmmm....potato dishes, coming right up!

Monday, October 18, 2010

Prayers answered: I found a job!

Hallelujah! Yes, it's true. I will be entering the workforce very soon! Hello steady income! Hello benefits!

I will be an online news editor for a growing community news organization. What's even better is that it's a job I truly wanted. It's a job that utilizes my journalism education and experience. And yes, that master's degree in communications actually came in handy!

I had been unemployed for several months...10 months actually, with a few freelance and temporary gigs in between. The truth is, being unemployed can take a huge beating on your ego. When you explain to people that you're "looking for a job," you try not to notice their judgemental glances, they're "so-sorry-for-you" looks. Do they think less of you, is that a smirk? Are they smug because they have a job, a great salary and you? You're just doing nothing.

I hated feeling like a slacker, wallowing in the stagnant state of my professional career. People who really know me, know that I am ambitious. I'm an expert at mapping out goals and making lists. Suffering through 10 months of unemployment was never on any of those lists.

Then the desperation kicks in, you start applying for almost any job that you're qualified for...maybe even some that you're not so qualified to take, but heck...it's a job.

But looking back, I know that my situation wasn't ever too desperate. We were fortunate to have family who helped support us when we had zero income. We were fortunate to receive a sizable amount of monetary gifts from our wedding. I know that many people don't have that kind of support. I prayed often and for some reason, I had a sense of confidence that things would always work out, even if the outset was getting pretty bleak. I'm a firm believer in putting your most difficult trials in the hands of a higher power, in God, and He would help guide you in the right direction.  Had I felt pressured to take any job that was offered to me earlier in my job search, I may have never found the job I was so fortunate to find now.

So now I look forward to starting off where I left off, working my way up in the communications field. I'm grateful for this opportunity and I'm going to make the best of this. So, yes, there is hope. Have faith, keep the positivity, hold on to patience, look to your support network (Friends? Family?), search for and maximize the resources around you, and things will work out as they should.

Amen.